Thursday, October 19, 2006

Sigh, its already 4:39 AM... Yes AM! and i am still up even though i have to get up at 10 for my O'level Science Practical which is at 2 but i have to be there by 1230. I seriously wonder why do we have to report so early? Are we just going to sit down and do nothing? It certainly doesnt help that i will be alone among other unknown people. Gosh, i will feel weird.

I've been tossing and turning in bed for the past 3 hours. I thought Lavender aromatherapy is suppose to calm a person's nerve down and helps one sleep better? Apparently not. Instead i feel tensed, anxious and im wide awake. Sigh, what is wrong with my biological clock?

Hmmm, i've been a very naughty girl. I havent been to school even though im required to go to school. Somehow i dont feel the drive to go? I rather stay home and do my own revision. Mind you, i bought $37 worth of past o'level papers. Its really frustrating. I dont want to go to school, but i'll end up feeling guilty. It doesnt help that i would have to go to school next week also. Why wont they let us off already? Remedial? Remedial my ass. More like focusing on your favourite students. I doubt i will be going to school though, but on second thought, maybe i will cause daddy is coming home. I do miss my daddy, but i dread him being home.

I cant wait for the stinking O's to be over. I need a break. Oh look, its already 5 minutes to 5. Wonderful, and im not the least bit tired. I'll be having 2 weeks of exams and then, FREEDOM! BUT, although i would to party and play the whole 6 mths, i think i might have to work. Sigh.

Bahhh, in retrospect, im glad that the O's are coming. It means that the time i have in CHEC is getting lesser(YAY!!!!!!), i dont have to hear any bitchings about me, i can stay home go out or do whatever i like without feeling guilty and i dont have to face or explain myself to any higher authority not related to me. Ahh well, O levels, i will embrace you with open arms. Please do be nice and be easy alright?

Daddy is coming home on the 23rd. Daddy's birthday is on the 24th, which is also Hari Raya. Hmmm, Ashley suggested going out with mummy first and then celebrating daddy's birthday at night. But i feel guilty for leaving daddy home alone in the morning and afternoon.

I think i blogged enough gibberish. I shall force myself to sleep once again.
Tata for now!

Yours Truly,
Tiara.